I'm OK, no really... it is all good!

So, Nurse Karen just finished my first infusion. So far no puking or anything uncomfortable. have to pee about every ten minutes as the have a constant IV saline drip. Doctors just left after a quick exam. Took eleven pills and gave sixteen blood samples so far today.

So... Was it the penis Thing?

I realize that You all have other business to attend to, but did I post something that is causing you all to recoil in horror? (I get that a lot from folks) I mean if I have offended you or disclosed a secret longing for man flesh then, Please let me know! You can post here OR if you are afraid of public exposure and possible peer group ridicule, you can send me a private e-mail. I will entertain all offers of reconciliation and possible compromises to my own personal values just to hear from you and know that I haven't been ensconced in Raccoon City or some other sci-fi, horror scenario. Unless of course it means that at some point Milla Jovovich will come storming in here with some really awesome guns followed closely by snarling mutant thingies.... then NEVERMIND!

Adventure Man

This morning I realized that I would be here in this VERY finite space for a long time.
I am also VERY aware of how lucky I am and how much has been given, shared and earned by me, to me and around me. The miracle that is my life and the continuing presence of God in all this kindness and generosity that I experience fills my heart. My cup runneth over.

Nurses yelled @ me

Not really, I just want to post a dramatic title so you would actually read this part. Nikki and Katie were at the desk when I stumbled by and I stopped to talk with them. I got some red jello™
And coffee. 1 hour to my first chemo. I am as nervous as a virgin on prom night. Got to read some more to distract myself. Typing is difficult. after I walked around I realized there is still some shimmering after effects of the Dilantin. Hope Busulfan doesn't make me puke. WOO HOO!! Day -7!!!!

Dilantin, pffft.

Dilantin. Not nearly as bad as a twelve pack, six shots of JD, couple of tabs O cid, and a joint or two..... but close, real close.
The side effects were not so bad bad bad bad or what?

Lots of visual effects and mental confusion. Is that You Maude?!?!?

anywayz I am better now except for the auditory hallucinations.

Got some cool info and insight to the miraculous machine that is the human body from the night nurse John.

I can see how this stuff prevents siezures, one minute you are cruising along talking and them WHAM! your brain is completely EMPTY!

Faint echoes of broken glass.

I did manage to read after an hour or so and actually comprehend and remember it!


YOU DAMN KIDS QUIT SHAKING THOSE MARBLES IN THAT CAN!!!!

So... where was eye. Yes now I remember.

And then the circus monkey jumped on the back of the little dog.

do do doodle da da lootle lootle do dah
doot dah dah do da, doot da da do da

So then there was this guy

Gotta go get a snack, BLOG atcha later!

Admission Day! (Day -8)

Well it has been interesting so far. A little confusion about where to go for admission, (the EMERGENCY entrance?) And a lot of questions about my health history and who I slept with. (Don't worry Tim S. I didn't mention your name!!) SO then they cleared the lines on my CVC and took some blood. I ordered room service and we had lunch (Thea is here working on her story). SO now I am back to waiting. The nurse, Angie, said today would be a lot of that as they need to enter all my meds into the computer and my diet into the cafe and then I will get the Dilantin. After that:
difficulty falling asleep or staying asleep
uncontrollable eye movements
abnormal body movements
loss of coordination
confusion
slowed thinking
slurred speech
dizziness
headache
nausea
vomiting
constipation
unwanted hair growth
coarsening of facial features
enlargement of lips
overgrowth of gums
pain or curving of the penis

That last one may be considered a marital aid...

Anyhoo, Like Tom Patty says, "the waiting is the hardest part"

Packing for Chemo

It is fairly easy packing to go get chemo. Let's see, hmm... Hairbrush? Nope, not gonna need that! Electric toothbrush? Nope, need to buy a super soft one. Shaver? Hmmm, probably not the best idea, what with the reduced dexterity and increased infection risk. So, shampoo? Oh, yeah the no hair thing. Well looks like warm sox and a nice hat (thanx again Kaia!) And some clean undies and I am all set!
Thea says that I hafta wear pants,so better throw those in too.
Tech gear.... Check! PSP, charging cables, giant laptop, phone, e-reader.
Thea says I can't take the little white cat, so I better let him out of the backpack.... there you go, run along now... See you in a month or so.
Well, looks like that's that!

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Don't do handy man stuff with a CVC!

Got some file cabinets and a corner table and set up a new configuration for the server room. Hurt my arm! OWWWWW! no bleeding and recovering with Tylenol™ Don't Try This @ Home! I'm a professional idiot! ID10T owwww....

Really am going rounds with the routers and ISP

OMG!!! (I can type that now being an official blogger!) The wireless was acting weird so I went to reboot the DSL router last nite. When I did it lost all log in credentials and settings for the ISP. When I called the tech mis-quoted the user name and I could not log on. It would connect when it was trying the credentials but when the login failed it would disconnect. What a nightmare! Got it figured out!

First day with my new Blog thingy!

Well today I had the dressing changed on my new CVC. (that is Central Venous Catheter to all you healthy people following along) It was kind of a mystery as to how to get to the section of the hospital that would perform this service. Then we got a call from the nurse and Thea and I were redirected to the correct room. Tomorrow I will enter day -8 so the countdown to transplant will officially start. So in stead of "BRAINS BRAINS!!!" It is "MARROW MARROW!!!!" Well I am prolly not a zombie, but do feel the hunger.